Abeyance

Oops, seems like it's been almost a year since I last posted! And much to my regret, I must say. 

I keep holding out for that non-existent, pristine, spanking new blog that I keep telling myself I'll set up just so I can finally have a writing streak and churn out tons of blog posts that I'm proud to put my name to. 

And in so doing, I procrastinate and postpone real writing to some moment in the distant future where it never happens. 

Perfection rarely happens. Yet I wait here for it. Hoping. 

So for now I'm just back here. Plain old me. Rambling in haphazard ways, big and small. 

How have you been, dear Reader? I do miss talking to you. It's just that most days, I don't feel I have anything significant to offer. It just all feels like it's too ordinary to even talk to you about. 

I have a relatively new Bluetooth keyboard right now though. So the clickety clack rhythm of it is helping me push some words out. 

It's Sunday morning. I have recollections of many such times, at these very hours, that I have successfully written prose for my (STILL yet to be completed) novel. I wonder if today will the day... this morning in particular, being the moment... where I will finally finish what I started once upon a time... 

But novelling ambitions aside, I have plenty I'd like to chat about. Will you stick around for company? 

All these things in my head, they need telling. And even if the rest of the world passes by not noticing any of it, it would be enough for me if you stayed and heard me out.