I'm not really sure where to begin, but basically, I just want to say that I attempted a novel these few months and that I finally entered it into a contest. There's more to be told about that particular manuscript than what I'm letting on right now, but let's just leave it at that for now. I'm mostly here just to say that I feel like I'm still recovering from the entire exercise of writing the thing. I ought to term it my 4am Novel because that was what it was in reality. Most of it was crafted at that very hour each night, and in little spare moments I somehow managed to squirrel away throughout the day, any chance I got. It's so HARD writing much of anything at this phase of life as a mother and wife. In fact, it's amazing that I can even keep a semblance of a freelance career afloat at all. So you just imagine... with creative writing projects like the one I just mentioned sitting at the tail end of this long list of priorities, there's hardly
I take my specs off and attempt to clean it yet another time. My frustration grows as I still fail to pinpoint exactly where the smudge on the lens is at. This dim bedroom lighting is definitely not helping. Staring at the laptop late at night like this is a challenge, and I feel as though it is getting worse lately. At times, it feels like I have to strain my eyes just to focus on what's on the computer screen. I've just sipped up the last few dregs of my homemade iced coffee. I'm now savouring as much as I can of the remaining ice cubes in my glass. I'm popping one into my mouth every few minutes, sucking it till they dissolves into water once more that trickles down my throat. My husband is snoring. My sons are asleep too. It's 4+am in the morning. And I am trying to work. But concentration is hard to come by. And my progress seems so slow. The deadline for this copyedit job is creeping up in just a few days. Meanwhile, I fleetingly consider how behind I a