Discontent

I said in a previous post that I would talk soon about things that matter to me. Or more like stuff that is bothering me. 

Well, here I am to make good that promise, so to speak. 

While it's not really anything new for someone like me, perhaps this might be the first time I'm saying it out loud. So here goes... 

Ladies and gents, my beloved readers, I am rather tired of and disappointed about church. 

It's not really about the Local Church I attend in particular (although undeniably there may be aspects about it that I do wish could be better). I personally believe there's a larger discontent festering here and that it's likely to do with the Universal Church itself.

Let me clarify at this juncture that I am not intending to abandon my faith and that I still believe that Jesus is Lord, both of the entire universe as we know it and certainly of my life too. I also intend to uphold Christianity as the religion of choice to pass on to my children and still continue to attempt to nurture them in this area regularly. 

However, I think this unhappiness about church has lingered for way too long so I might as well admit it. 

Perhaps writing these things out will somehow contribute towards settling this outstanding issue once and for all. Although I do wonder even whether that is ever possible and whether there is in fact any happy ending to arrive at.  

But anyway, there, I've said it. 

I think I'll leave it at that for now and return to elaborate more about this in other future posts.